{"id":1416,"date":"2021-09-30T18:34:35","date_gmt":"2021-09-30T18:34:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.walkingtheshadowlands.com\/?p=1416"},"modified":"2024-11-16T14:13:55","modified_gmt":"2024-11-16T01:13:55","slug":"episode-7-skinwalkers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.walkingtheshadowlands.com\/?p=1416","title":{"rendered":"Episode 7: Skinwalkers"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-1 fusion-flex-container nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"--awb-border-radius-top-left:0px;--awb-border-radius-top-right:0px;--awb-border-radius-bottom-right:0px;--awb-border-radius-bottom-left:0px;--awb-flex-wrap:wrap;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start fusion-flex-content-wrap\" style=\"max-width:1248px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-0 fusion_builder_column_1_1 1_1 fusion-flex-column\" style=\"--awb-bg-size:cover;--awb-width-large:100%;--awb-margin-top-large:0px;--awb-spacing-right-large:1.92%;--awb-margin-bottom-large:20px;--awb-spacing-left-large:1.92%;--awb-width-medium:100%;--awb-order-medium:0;--awb-spacing-right-medium:1.92%;--awb-spacing-left-medium:1.92%;--awb-width-small:100%;--awb-order-small:0;--awb-spacing-right-small:1.92%;--awb-spacing-left-small:1.92%;\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-column-has-shadow fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\"><div class=\"fusion-image-element \" style=\"--awb-max-width:100%;--awb-caption-title-font-family:var(--h2_typography-font-family);--awb-caption-title-font-weight:var(--h2_typography-font-weight);--awb-caption-title-font-style:var(--h2_typography-font-style);--awb-caption-title-size:var(--h2_typography-font-size);--awb-caption-title-transform:var(--h2_typography-text-transform);--awb-caption-title-line-height:var(--h2_typography-line-height);--awb-caption-title-letter-spacing:var(--h2_typography-letter-spacing);\"><span class=\" fusion-imageframe imageframe-none imageframe-1 hover-type-none\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1200\" height=\"448\" title=\"Skinwalker\" src=\"https:\/\/www.walkingtheshadowlands.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/Screenshot-2024-11-14-at-13.58.06-2000x746.png\" alt class=\"img-responsive wp-image-4091\"\/><\/span><\/div><div class=\"fusion-separator fusion-full-width-sep\" style=\"align-self: center;margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;margin-top:20px;width:100%;\"><\/div><div class=\"fusion-separator fusion-full-width-sep\" style=\"align-self: center;margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;margin-bottom:10px;width:100%;\"><\/div><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-1 fusion-sep-none fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-three\" style=\"--awb-font-size:30px;\"><h3 class=\"fusion-title-heading title-heading-left\" style=\"margin:0;font-size:1em;\"><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Episode 7: Skinwalkers<\/strong><\/p><\/h3><\/div><div class=\"fusion-separator\" style=\"align-self: center;margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;margin-bottom:20px;width:100%;max-width:750px;\"><div class=\"fusion-separator-border sep-single sep-solid\" style=\"--awb-height:20px;--awb-amount:20px;border-color:#aacc00;border-top-width:1px;\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-1\"><p>Skin Walkers \u2013 \u00a0That name for people such as myself who live in the Southern hemisphere, may not mean much. We may not have heard about these beings before and if we have, it is often because of TV shows such as on a popular ghost hunting series \u2013 where, it is treated at best, with mock-respect. Or as a subject of investigative journalism \u2013 such as in the case of a recent documentary called \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt8399718\/\">Hunt for the Skin walkers<\/a>\u201d which chronicles the events on a Utah ranch, and was so well investigated by the journalist <a href=\"https:\/\/www.imdb.com\/name\/nm3247345\/?ref_=tt_ov_st_sm\">George Knapp<\/a> . Also, which was very well documented and scientifically researched by <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Bigelow_Aerospace\">Bigelow Aerospace<\/a>, funded by <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Robert_Bigelow\">Robert Bigelow<\/a> for many years. Or, in many horror movies and TV shows over the years. To some of us, it is at best, a mere curiosity.<\/p>\n<p>I have a really wonderful guest interview\u2013 A Navajo person, who grew up on the reservation, the native land.\u00a0 This guest going to remain anonymous for their safety, and whose voice I\u2019ve digitally altered, so it is not recognisable to any from that region who may listen to this. There are very good reasons for these precautions, which will become clearer as these episodes unfold.<\/p>\n<p>This is such an interesting subject, with so much to cover, that this will be a two- part episode. I thought really hard about how best to structure these episodes, and have decided to intersperse the interview amongst other people\u2019s experiences, where they fit in with what my guest is talking about. I have permission from all person\u2019s whose experiences I share on these episodes. All of whom wished to remain anonymous. Some not because of cultural beliefs, but simply because of where they work, or fear of ridicule, and some due to cultural reasons. Having said that, let\u2019s begin with a recent experience of only 5 months past.<\/p>\n<h3><strong>Experience in SW Colorado<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I recently had an experience that I\u2019m\u2026 I\u2019m just not sure about. I tried explaining it to my sister and I can\u2019t even put into words everything that happened, how I felt and everything. I feel I can share this here anonymously. I don\u2019t want people to think I\u2019m crazy \u2013 I mean I feel crazy when I discuss it \u2013 but\u2026 I have to tell someone who might understand\u2026<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>So recently I went on a bit of a road trip and visited a bunch of places in the southwest, Utah and Colorado and Arizona and southern CA. I stopped at a park in Colorado that I hadn\u2019t initially planned on going to but had never been to, a place well known for its Native American history (various different tribal affiliations over time) that was absolutely beautiful. Honestly it was amazing and humbling, to see the history of the people here \u2013 it made me realize that there was so much more about American history than the rather Eurocentric view of colonialism I was taught.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Anyway it was amazing. Given that this was November and very off-season half the park was not accessible and attendance was minimal \u2013 there were other people but overall it was very quiet. I had been viewing some building ruins atop the mesa, one huge multi-room building and not that far away another large building with a very large kiva in the middle, and on the southern side of building #2 was a solstice carving on the wall. I was walking around the smaller solstice building as there was a couple walking around the large building and I enjoyed the quietness of being alone, and when I went to the large building they went to the solstice building, and then they left and I was going back to the solstice building to get some more pics of the solstice marker. I was now alone.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>It\u2019s hard to describe exactly what I felt and how everything went down but I\u2019ll try. It was a pretty nice day, temp in the upper 50s (I\u2019m from the Midwest and that\u2019s still shorts weather to me), some light small clouds but not many, pleasant breeze, and a few birds chirping away and more than a few chipmunks all over. As I walked around the solstice building everything became just\u2026 still\u2026 like, the wind stopped, the animals went silent and disappeared, it was just weird. There was a large darkish cloud that came kinda out of nowhere and just hung there, it was a weird heaviness all over. And there was this smell of like, what I thought, just a dead animal. Like that sickly sweet smell of rotting meat, I assumed that there was like a dead dear or rabbit or something nearby that the wind had been blowing the smell away but the wind was gone and everything was just\u2026 still and heavy. As I reached the solstice marker wall I noticed that on top of the wall (mind you the walls are only 2\u2019 high or so) there was a piece of pottery.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I swear that this pottery hadn\u2019t been there before, and it wasn\u2019t there in any of my first set of pictures looking back. It was a large broken piece, but now that I think back it was really clean, the blacks and whites very clear. I went and picked it up to get a closer look and it really was beautiful, a kind of stair pattern and then an angled set of lines, it was really pretty. But it felt\u2026 weird. Oddly heavy for its size. And I wanted to keep it, I wanted to take it and just kept staring at it for what felt like\u2026 god it\u2019s so hard to describe how I felt but time stood still and all I wanted was this pottery \u2013 even now thinking about it I still get this weird like, longing feeling for it\u2026 and as I held it everything was just silent and heavy and that smell was just so strong, but suddenly, there was this huge raven out of nowhere.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Legit on the wall like 5 feet from me was the largest bird I have ever seen in the wild \u2013 this huge raven just cawed and flapped its wings and I kind of snapped back to reality. Honestly this raven was bigger than a friggin condor \u2013 it\u2019s body was easily 3\u2019 tall and its wingspan just massive. I put the pottery piece down on the wall, back where I picked it up from and just looked at this bird and the bird just looked back at me and I turned and walked away. Just like that the dark clouds blew away and the wind returned and there were other birds chirping and the smell was gone \u2013 actually the smell all but vanished when the giant raven appeared. I got like 10\u2019 away from where I had been standing, just around the corner of the solstice ruins, and I turned around to see the raven \u2013 they\u2019ve always been beautifully intelligent birds to me \u2013 and it was gone. I didn\u2019t hear it flap its wings to fly away and I didn\u2019t see anything in the sky, it was just gone. So was the piece of pottery, no longer on the wall.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I went back to my car and headed back to the visitor\u2019s centre, as besides being totally weirded out over what happened, it was getting late in the day and I had a fair bit of driving to do to get to my next stop down in Arizona. I had a good thirty-five-minute drive back to the park entrance to reflect on what had happened and how weird I felt \u2013 honestly I felt like I had downed a bunch of Benadryl I was so foggy until the raven showed up. Even now I just really can\u2019t explain everything I felt.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>When I got to the visitors centre I was the only person in the visitor\u2019s centre proper, besides the employees, and one guy was leaving as I entered. In the gift shop I was getting a mug (I get a mug from each park I visit) and was talking to the park ranger and the cashier who was an older American Indian woman \u2013 she later told me her mother was southern Paiute and her father Navajo \u2013 about how awesome the park was, how I wished I had learned about more of these cultures in school, etc., when I told them about the piece of pottery. I also said something like \u201coh yeah up at the far view sites there\u2019s a dead animal too, when the wind dies down you can smell it\u201d and the park ranger and the cashier kind of quickly looked at each other and then back to me. The cashier asked if the smell came before the pottery piece and I said yeah, the wind stopped and the animals were all quiet and basically told them everything I said above (I didn\u2019t tell them how much I wanted to take the pottery home, I didn\u2019t want to sound crazy or admit to how much I wanted to steal an artefact from a national park \u2013 but I did tell them how heavy everything got, how silent and still and stuff) and they just looked at each other a few times and kept quiet, except when I told them how this huge-ass raven appeared the cashier let out a little gasp.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>When I finished my story they had a few questions about the timing of things, how long everything lasted and in what order everything happened and to describe the pottery and stuff and all of a sudden the cashier asked \u201cwould you like some tea?\u201d. I love tea and was like \u201cactually that sounds wonderful, thank you!\u201d And she went to get some hot tea \u2013 the ranger and I walked back towards the employee break room down the hall past the artifact restoration exhibit and she asked where I was from and what I knew about the area and I told her how truly minimal I had known about the various native cultures, even those closer to my Midwestern home.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\">When the cashier returned she handed me a cup of sage tea \u2013 and she asked if I was honest about what happened. I was really confused and said yeah, and she told me to drink. The tea tasted kind of like a no-salt vegetable stock, I wish I had some honey and lemon (but the lemon probably would have made it taste like chicken stock then haha), and they told me about what they think I had been near. Apparently they hear a few different stories concerning skin walker activity throughout the year but none where someone sees the raven, and that\u2019s why they were telling me this. The cashier proceeded to tell me a bit about skin walkers and how sometimes they curse objects to lure unsuspecting people in. She also said that the fact that the raven appeared and removed whatever enchantments I felt was very important, that \u201csomeone greater than us\u201d was watching out for me at that moment, because even though skin walkers can choose many<\/span> <span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\">different animal forms even they would never appear as a raven, due to the spiritual importance of these birds (she said something about they carry messages from beyond our reality in their \u201cmidnight wings\u201d), and if the raven appeared to me they could share certain information with me that they never share with anyone. She told me that the sage would help cleanse me of any remnants of the Skin Walker\u2019s tricks, and suggested I see a shaman. I had already finished the cup of tea and was getting a little freaked out but oddly felt a little more calm after hearing her speak, and thanked them and left. I tried not to run to my car but walked very quickly to my car and left.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>That night and a night or two later I had some very vivid dreams but I can\u2019t remember anything of them, which is weird \u2013 I usually remember my dreams when I wake up (at least long enough to write them down) but these dreams, even though they woke me up, I couldn\u2019t remember.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I don\u2019t really know what happened or if they were pulling my leg but once I got home and really started looking into things I kind of feel\u2026 I don\u2019t know. I feel like I\u2019m crazy, because I can\u2019t rationalize what happened. Even when writing this I realize how insane this all sounds. And I still can\u2019t even fully describe how I felt, how weird everything got, it\u2019s just hard to put into words.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>But for the people of the Navajo, native American culture a Skin Walker is a very, very real being. A type of harmful witch, who has the ability to turn into \u2013 or disguise themselves as an animal. Most often in the form or shape of coyotes, wolves, foxes, cougars, dogs, bears, and sometimes even ravens or owls \u2013 as in that previous experience.<\/p>\n<p>In order to become a Skin Walker, he or she must be initiated by a secret society. The initiation requires that the initiate kill a close family member \u2013 a child or a sibling, most commonly. After this task has been completed, the individual then acquires supernatural powers, which gives them the ability to shape-shift into animals. They, then will wear the skins of the animals they transform into, hence, the name Skin Walker \u2013 However my guest later on in these episodes mentions a something, with regards to this, that she only recently learned.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, they also wore animal skulls or antlers on top of their heads, which brought them more power. They choose what animal they wanted to turn into, depending on the abilities needed for a particular task, such as speed, strength, endurance, stealth, claws, and teeth, etc. They may transform again if trying to escape from pursuers. Because of this, the Navajo consider it taboo for its members to wear the pelt of any predatory animal. However, sheepskin, leather, and buckskin are acceptable.<\/p>\n<p>Skinwalkers also have other powers including reading others\u2019 minds, controlling their thoughts and behaviour, causing disease and illness, destroying property, and even death. People who have encountered Skinwalkers say there are a number of ways to know if a one is near. They make sounds around homes, such as knocking on windows, banging on walls, and scraping noises on the roof. On some occasions, they have been spied peering through windows. Often they appear in front of vehicles in hopes of causing a serious accident, and then there is also often a very foul smell associated with them.<\/p>\n<p>Their abilities are said to be uncanny, they are said to run faster than a car, \u00a0and have the ability to jump high cliffs. They are extremely fast, agile, impossible to catch, and \u00a0when they have been seen, they have been described as not quite human and not fully animal. They are usually naked, but some have reported seeing the creature wearing tattered shirts or jeans.<\/p>\n<p>The Skinwalker kills out of greed, anger, envy, spite, or revenge, or plain malice. It also robs graves for personal wealth and to collect much-needed ingredients for use in black magic.\u00a0They are also able to take possession of the bodies of human victims if a person locks eyes with them. After taking control, the witch can make its victims do and say things that they wouldn\u2019t otherwise. Such as in this next experience.<\/p>\n<p>A note about this experience. I had actually interviewed this chap, who currently lives in Brazil. We spent over 40 minutes talking about his experience. Finished our conversation and got off line. I went to download the audio of our conversation, to discover that nothing had recorded! So after a few emails back and forth, we decided that perhaps it was just better if I were to read out his experience. So here it is.<\/p>\n<h4><strong>Why I hate Tuscon<\/strong><\/h4>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>My mother had met some douchebag of a guy and I absolutely goddamn hated him. However, she liked him and there wasn\u2019t much I could do. Eventually, my mother decides she wants to move in with him (spoilers: it didn\u2019t work out) to Tucson, Arizona \u2013 where he lived \u2013 from Miami. I was 16(FEB, my B-day is in July) so I didn\u2019t have much say. At this point in time, things were pretty bad. I hated the new school, hated the new home, hated everything. However, there was a silver lining. I made a friend, whom I will call Jazz. Now, Jazz wasn\u2019t like normal girls. She wore an extremely unique attire, had this amazing accent, and just had this whole air about her that got your attention. Jazz was a big nature lover. She scared me half to death once when she brought a scorpion in her hand so I could see it. Freaked me out seeing that giant black thing, till she told me the rules of size with scorpions and venom.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Anyway, Jazz and I were close as close could get. Not lovers, mind you, I was still with my ex back then (no, I did not tell her this story for reasons I\u2019ll share later on in other stories). We saw each other as family. I often hung out with her, but never really met her parents. So, one day Jazz is at my house and we\u2019re watching Naruto (this was back when it was still fire). Suddenly we hear this AWFUL scream from afar. My room and window are basically positioned next to the main door, so the window looks outside. Outside we lived in a house in one of those streets that ended in that huge circle of houses. As we look out, there is a house directly in front. We see a girl yelling and slamming herself into a parked cars window. We didn\u2019t know what it was, but it was freaky because she was hysterical. Suddenly a man comes out, yells something to her, and she just darts off TOWARD my house. She runs over and just slams into the front door so hard Jazz and I looked at each other like \u201cFuck, she got in.\u201d she didn\u2019t, of course. We closed my window, backed away and went back to Naruto.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Flash forward a week and cops show up at our door. My mom answers, then calls me over. The cop asks if I saw anything because of my window placement on that same day the girl freaked and I told him everything I just said here. When my mom asks what it was about, the cop told us the girl was our neighbour\u2019s daughter. They fought over her boyfriend, the dad locked her phone in the car, and you know the rest. The thing is, she never went home. The dad thought she ran to her boyfriends, but eventually, he called to ask and he mentioned he never saw her. So she\u2019s a missing person, great, as if Tucson wasn\u2019t bad enough already.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Flash forward again, this time a month. Tucson was hot, I mean horribly, horribly, horribly hot. And where I lived the bus to my school didn\u2019t come so I had to walk. It was about 30 minutes walk every day (my mother was an alcoholic so forget rides that early) and the same back. I liked the walks though, because half-way I would always meet Jazz and we would go to and from together. So, one day I am walking to school, all great, when I get a weird chill down my back. It felt almost like a drop of cold water fell on me. I thought it was about to rain, so I look up. Nope, clear skies. As I\u2019m looking up, I then get this sensation I can\u2019t really describe right. It felt like I was a kid sneaking somewhere I shouldn\u2019t be and I had just been caught, and it was that moment where you and the person who caught you just \u201clock eyes\u201d and you know you\u2019re history. I look down real slow and from my left peripheral something was there.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>The street is barren, right side is pure desert and left is all cul-de-sac houses. As I slowly look over my eyes are adjusting, basically, there is a house, and behind it an air conditioner (I think it was one, at least) the big thing with a fan that\u2019s on a concrete bed. The house was casting a shadow over this air conditioner and my eyes were trying to see it properly (I used glasses back then which didn\u2019t help). As I begin to focus my body shook like I was being electrocuted, I actually felt my mouth drool and my eyes tear up. I saw a head, it was just a head, but it was to the left of the generator, facing the back of the house, nearly at the top. I knew it wasn\u2019t floating, more like someone was \u201cpeeking\u201d out from behind the gen. The shadow was over its face and its hair just dropped like it was soaking wet and really dirty. I didn\u2019t move. I felt like, at that moment, we made eye contact. It was like looking at a bear. I didn\u2019t want to move. I didn\u2019t know if it would chase me or what. I just stared at it, shaking.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Suddenly a hand comes over my shoulder and I hear a soft \u201chi\u201d. It was Jazz. It snapped me out of whatever that was, I looked over to her and she had this look of shock and horror on her face like she saw a dead body. I thought she saw it too, so I asked \u201cDid you see it? Jazz, did you see it!?!?!\u201d Jazz just nodded slowly and replied, \u201csee what?\u201d I pointed at the air conditioner and there was nothing. I mean nothing. The f*cking shadow wasn\u2019t even cast on the same goddamn side. I told Jazz what happened and she told me she didn\u2019t see anything. When I asked why she looked like that, she replied it was because from three blocks off she was calling my name and I was standing there, motionless, staring into nothing. When Jazz finally snapped me out of the trance she said my eyes were bloodshot, like I had hadn\u2019t been blinking for a while, I was pale and soaking with sweat. I told her everything and we didn\u2019t go to school, she grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me to her house.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\">This was the FIRST time I had ever been in her house (which sucks it had to be this way). Her house was amazing, it had this crazy good smell and there were these awesomely decorated ceramics all around and cool pictures of, what I later learned, were Navajo. Jazz took me into the living room, told me to sit on the couch and wait. She then went into the house. I waited for about half an hour and could hear faint screaming in a language I know wasn\u2019t English. Until, finally, a man walks in. He had long hair, braided, looked like he came out the movies. Dude was incredible. He looked me over, I was actually still a bit pale and shaking. He then smiled, extended his hand, and told me \u201clets go eat\u201d. So we go to the kitchen, I eat, tell him the story, and Jazz tells him about the girl from the car and the whole missing thing (cops spoke to her too since I told them she was with me). Here\u2019s the thing, she got really riled up and said a really long word, which I will not repeat (even if I could). Her dad became FURIOUS. It was like a white guy saying the N word in the middle of a black history lecture. He was just beyond pissed and told her never to say that again and not to mention anything anymore. So she leaves and he stays with me. He doesn\u2019t say a word while I eat, neither d<\/span>o I.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Fast forward, I\u2019m in their house still, Dad said I would be sleeping over. He said \u201cYou\u2019ll sleep over tonight\u201d literally, I didn\u2019t ask. I called my mom, she didn\u2019t care, whatever. Won\u2019t lie, it was really fun. Jazz showed me the awesome house, they had two malamutes that were HUGE and adorably fluffy and playful. We had an awesome time. Until it turned dark.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>So me and Jazz are chilling in the backyard with the dogs and playing. Everything is great until suddenly, it starts to goddamn snow. This may sound weird, but it does snow in Tucson, apparently. This was my first time seeing snow so it was awesome. I looked up at the little snowflakes falling from above, but as I did I got that same feeling from before. That droplet of cool water down my back, that unwelcoming. Jazz\u2019s backyard is like any other. Walled off by wood with some tall shrubbery covering the wooden walls. My back was to the house, but as I looked forward I saw it. This time the face was easier to see. It was just wet, wet and pale and dirty. I swear to you that I can\u2019t remember the features. When I try, I get this weird image: like a dirty smiling porcelain mask with black holes where eyes should be. It was tall, really tall, and it just stood behind the shrubbery, still. I couldn\u2019t hear anything, I couldn\u2019t feel anything, I just saw it and the snowflakes falling between us. Then the Malamutes went insane. They howled like wolves and snarled, I couldn\u2019t take my eyes off that face but in my peripheral, I could see the two just crouched and snarling.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>It felt like I was submerged in deep water. That feeling of heaviness and that horrible fear when you look down into the deep black and just don\u2019t know what could come up at any moment. I just stared at it. Until, suddenly, I felt something. It was sort of like a warning, like I knew whatever that was in the shrubs was about to run out. So I slowly backed away, trying to feel for that sliding door I knew was behind me. The weird thing is, as I backed away I could hear the dogs in front of me but I couldn\u2019t see them. they never moved but weren\u2019t in my line of sight anymore. As I was backing away I felt the urge to run, like time was running out. So I told myself to count to three.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I got to two. As I was about to turn around and run I feel a sharp pain on the left side of my cheek and blink. As I blink I\u2019m suddenly being held by Jazz\u2019s dad. You don\u2019t understand. I blinked and Jazz\u2019s dad was holding me, the house was in front of me, and behind me was the f*cking driveway. I look back and the dogs are there howling at something. As I\u2019m about to look up at the street, the dad covers my eyes, talking in weird language again (probably cursing me out). He brings me in the house, Jazz is hysterically crying and screaming my name from her room. Her dad carries me in the house, shuts the door, then takes me up to Jazz\u2019s room where she hugs me like I had just died or something. I don\u2019t know what happens after, I just woke up in her bed, went downstairs, and they were both there. (it was Saturday, I stayed over Friday)<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Her dad REFUSED to tell me what the hell that was or what he didn\u2019t want me to see. It was only later that day Jazz told me I sleepwalked right out of the house and to the front yard where I just stood there. Jazz woke up because she felt like she was drowning and screamed because when she looked at the street she saw that same girl from before standing outside at the street starring at my dumbass stepping backward toward her like I was afraid of her dad who was in front of me. By that time, her dad was already outside grabbing me and hit me when he saw I was about to dart backwards. I told her that, to this day, I still don\u2019t remember going to bed, I don\u2019t remember what we did throughout the day. Apparently, we didn\u2019t play in the backyard. She doesn\u2019t have a back yard. She doesn\u2019t have two dogs. Her dad had two Malamutes when he was a kid, they died a decade ago.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I spent a little more time with them, her dad gave me incense and these other weird twig things he told me to bury in front my window and burn the incense in my room before bed. I also got a nice bowl my mother shattered in one of her drunken fits. That whole thing never happened again. Spent a good 5 months in Tucson, Jazz and I became close. Eventually, I moved back to Miami. We just lost contact since then. Apparently, she moved to Alaska (according to a, my space friend in common). I still think of her though. On occasion, while I would be with friends walking home or just alone in the dark, I actually hear barking. It\u2019s far off, so it could be a neighbour, but I swear I know that barking. It doesn\u2019t really scare me either, I\u2019m actually glad to hear it. I don\u2019t feel very alone when I do.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>I know this story was long but, as I said, it\u2019s chronological. It all happens and continues to happen, even years later. Some of it feels connected, other stuff is just bad luck. I don\u2019t like telling this one, it makes me feel like I bring something back from it. However, there is part of me that feels relieved by the thought of people knowing. I don\u2019t feel so alone.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Years later I told this same story to a friend here in Brazil, he\u2019s big on Las Vegas because being a pilot and told me he knew some Navajo back then. He said what I saw might be what\u2019s called a \u201cSkin Walker\u201d. The reason he says this is because it\u2019s believed that for them to possess you they need to \u201cmake eye contact\u201d and it\u2019s what I did the first time I saw it. Apparently, Jazz\u2019s dad broke that bond before it took hold. I honestly don\u2019t know, I hung with Jazz and her dad multiple times and one day he was very frank with me and just said: \u201csome things we simply aren\u2019t allowed to talk about with people outside our culture, it\u2019s not safe for you or us.\u201d<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>The Navajo call these witches \u201cyee naaldlooshi\u201d, which translates to \u201cwith it, he goes on all fours.\u201d\u00a0 My sincere apologies to any native peoples who may be listening, for the mispronunciation, of your language throughout this show.<\/p>\n<p>For the Navajo people, witchcraft is just another aspect of their spirituality and one of the paths people can chose to walk. There are many other native American tribes such as the Pueblo, Apache, Hopi, Ute, Choctaw, and Ojibwa indians who also have their own versions of a Skin Walker, with different names. For example the Ojibwa call them \u2018Bear Walkers\u2019, while the Choctaw call them \u2018Ishkitini\u2019 \u2013 but whatever their name, each version includes a witch who chooses to walk a malevolent path.<\/p>\n<p>This type of person however; is not limited to native American cultures. It is also found in many, many other cultures throughout the world \u2013\u00a0 For example: in Mexico, they are called Nagual. In Australia,\u00a0 Kurdaitcha \u2013 if male, Illparinja \u2013 if female. In Hawaii, Kapua. In Russia Lehy, Wawkalak, Vokalak, or Bodark. Here in New Zealand we would call them Tipua. With that small bit of information, let\u2019s listen to my guest.<\/p>\n<h3><strong>The Interview Begins<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p><strong>Marianne:<\/strong> I know that this is a particularly sensitive subject and I\u2019m really grateful that you\u2019re taking the time to share your information with me and my listeners. Acknowledging that even though in your culture they are called skin walkers, that many native cultures throughout the world have similar. Similar people who do similar things, but they go by different names.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><strong>Guest: <\/strong><em>Oh yeah, absolutely! And it\u2019s interesting because like the lore behind it, I\u2019ve, I have seen in other places.And in terms of like my religious beliefs, I\u2019m very much a traditional Navajo and believe in the traditional Navajo ways, which essentially\u2026 Like my interest in the Skin Walker topic did start from me being the traditional Navajo spiritualist and asking my Grandmother who was a Medicine Woman about\u2026 You know, I was very curious about it and she was the one who gave me, the\u2026 essentially the folk lore, well not folk lore, the lore behind the Skin Walker topic.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Can you briefly explain for listeners who may not know what a Skin Walker is, can you give a brief background if that\u2019s ok?<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Sure from what my Grandmother told me, my Grandmother \u2013 she was a Medicine Woman, who was a practitioner of healing within the Navajo community. So generally people who go to medicine men or women are seeking services in terms of like, you know, blessings and helping with their general lives. And what a Skin Walker is, and from my understanding, is a person that didn\u2019t chose to follow the blessing way, in terms of the Navajo spirituality. They decided to branch off from that and go towards, you know, witchcraft. And kind of essentially going the evil path, and these two pathways were the blessing way, and a way that\u2019s not so great.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Which is interesting, because from what my Grandmother told me is that, that\u2019s never been\u2026 It wasn\u2019t always this way. I kind of mentioned that in one of my stories, that Skin Walkers were originally just part of, um, they were part of the group. They were part of the\u2026essentially they were seen as people that had amazing gifts. And they\u2026 she talked about like when the colonization of the United States was happening, Skin Walkers would relay messages from between warring camps. And they had these amazing gifts in which they were able to camouflage themselves as animals and you know, move about freely and. Relay messages to warring camps of where the enemy was and like\u2026 It was seen and held in high regard.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>But my Grand Mother mentioned that when colonization happened, that people started breaking up the land. People were\u2026 people were given things \u2013 you know, not necessarily\u2026 It wasn\u2019t given away equally. And so, a lot of people got jealous. A lot of people were looking around and seeing oh well\u2026 you know, those people knew the right people and so they got to have stuff \u2013 more stuff than we do\u2026 And so instead of bettering themselves and trying to improve themselves they used their\u2026 They turned those gifts into essentially trying to get back at people.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Right, Right. \u00a0And is it true that\u2026? I read somewhere that, and I don\u2019t know if it is true or not, but that in order to become a Skin Walker these days, that you have to murder a member of your own family. I have heard of instances where that is true. I, it\u2026 I guess to be a Skin Walker you have to have a level\u2026 a level of \u2026 You have to kind of give up your morality.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\"><em>Right. And so, I think the best way for them to prove themselves [worthy of becoming a Skin Walker] is like, I love this person. I want the loved one, but I\u2026 whatever my goal is, is much more important, than the love I have for this person. And so I am going to give up this person, in order to gain that power or, whatever their goal is or get that power to accomplish whatever they want.\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\">There is something else that I\u2019ve heard recently that was really interesting. I was talking to a family member and she mentioned that she was talking to her friend, and in terms of like the lore, and the conversations of Skin Walkers is very taboo. But, you do have some Elders that do talk about it. And I guess one of the Elders shared with her, that you know Skin Walkers, the term Skin Walkers comes from, they wear skins. So they do wear, some of them do wear animal pelts.<\/span>\u00a0 <\/em><em><span style=\"color: #cc00aa;\">But what I have heard is that the more experienced, the more \u2013 you know, the more advanced levels of Skin Walker do not need to wear skins. And they can just transform, into their other form on the spot.<\/span> <\/em><\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s interesting. That\u2019s very interesting.<\/p>\n<\/div><div class=\"fusion-separator\" style=\"align-self: center;margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;margin-bottom:20px;width:100%;max-width:750px;\"><div class=\"fusion-separator-border sep-single sep-solid\" style=\"--awb-height:20px;--awb-amount:20px;border-color:#aacc00;border-top-width:1px;\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-2\"><p>So that is where we will end part 1 of our Skinwalkers episode. Our conversation continues next week, along with my guest sharing some of their own personal experiences with Skinwalkers. So be sure and join us for the second part. And so you don\u2019t miss it, be sure and subscribe to the Walking the Shadowlands podcast on Itunes, Spotify, and all podcasting platforms.<\/p>\n<p>All of the music today, apart from the guitar bumper chords, was from a beautiful piece of music that has a touching backstory. The gentleman who wrote the song called \u2018Apache Moon\u2019 had a wolf that he loved and had raised from a cub. His beloved animal died after many years together and he wrote the tune as a memorial for his friend. It is his pet\u2019s howling that can be heard in the bumper music.<\/p>\n<p>So that was Apache Moon by Watchwolf. Copyright 2008, licensed under Creative Commons. For more information visit the podcast website. www.walkingtheshadowlands.com.<\/p>\n<p>If you enjoyed our show, then please leave a positive rating and written review on iTunes. Spread the word around about this podcast! Tell your friends, your family, your workmates. Encourage them to listen and subscribe also.As always I would love to hear your experiences or thoughts. You can email me at <a href=\"mailto:shadowlands@myyahoo.com\">shadowlands@myyahoo.com<\/a>. And if you like this podcast, please consider supporting me on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/Mcc15?fan_landing=true\">Patreon.com<\/a>. You can check out the link on our website.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Apache Moon by Watchwolf (c) copyright 2008 Licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution Noncommercial Share-Alike license. <a href=\"http:\/\/dig.ccmixter.org\/files\/Watchwolf\/15385\">http:\/\/dig.ccmixter.org\/files\/Watchwolf\/15385<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div><div class=\"fusion-separator\" style=\"align-self: center;margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;margin-bottom:20px;width:100%;max-width:750px;\"><div class=\"fusion-separator-border sep-single sep-solid\" style=\"--awb-height:20px;--awb-amount:20px;border-color:#aacc00;border-top-width:1px;\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-3\"><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><iframe style=\"width: 100%; max-width: 660px; overflow: hidden; border-radius: 10px;\" src=\"https:\/\/embed.podcasts.apple.com\/au\/podcast\/skin-walkers\/id1459961634?i=1000440873297\" height=\"150\" frameborder=\"0\" sandbox=\"allow-forms allow-popups allow-same-origin allow-scripts allow-storage-access-by-user-activation allow-top-navigation-by-user-activation\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4092,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"none","_seopress_titles_title":"Episode 7: Skinwalkers","_seopress_titles_desc":"Skinwalkers what are they? 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